A beautiful heart will touch more lives and always be more attractive than someone who just cares about themselves, what they have, and how they look…

So my boyfriend has left me to go back to silly uni and his job…Not upset, proud of him really :3 can say “Oh, my boyfriend isn’t here because well, he’s at uni working his ass off” hehehehehe ^_^

But other than that, I won’t see him for over 3 weeks as apparently I’ve booked every weekend to be going somewhere…Wedding, Scotland, CERN…wowies.

And he works weekdays and although he’s offered so many times to take a holiday over these weeks to come and see me during weekdays, I want him to save them so he can go somewhere amazing for 2 weeks with his family or something :3

But I stole his hoodie, like a brilliant girlfriend who really needed a nearly plain black hoodie, which he so happened to have and I can steal..

Even though I will miss just running (well getting 2 buses, or the train or a lift) to his house, or him coming to mine, especially when I am upset
I wouldn’t change it for the world as long as I have him.

Oh the adventures of young love :P <3

ALSO I have a second house :P which is his, but still ;D I can live there :3 and and and my friend is moving near him, for his uni, so woop. Can see two people at once…cheaper on my monthly expenses :P

Always believe in people too much. One thing they say, can make me believe they are a decent person, but then, they just leave me in the dark like they did last time. And I’m getting fed up with it. If you are going to come into my life, hurt it, leave it and then say sorry. Make your reasoning clear and know what the hell you are apologising for. Instead of just expecting me to know, or thinking you saying sorry for a reason you don’t know, will go completely past me. As it won’t babe. It won’t.

Sometimes I just need a hug, without reason.

Behind every person there is some kind of pain, something nagging away at them. So it’s just sad how every single one of us in some way is pretending everything is ok, comparing ourselves to others and trying to make ourselves and others feel like crap. I mean, you may not see it now, but everyone is beautiful and I admit I can’t see that about myself. But if you look at just one single person, the things they do, the way they act, there is some kind of beauty within it, something no one else can ever compare to. The truth is that every one also has something ugly about them, it can be as small as getting jealous easily or as big as being racist, but people see into that too much. For example if a girl sleeps with a guy and gets pregnant, at a young age, some people (obviously not all) call her names, but no one seems to look behind that, those two people could be so in love? She could’ve been pressurised into it? All of these things can be ignored. As in the end, every single one of us are aiming for beauty within society, rather than within ourselves.